we

can't play the piano
slumpin on the stoop
gotta ease your mind
take off
hit the loop
come back to back to back
side to side
exhale, deep connection underpinning the ride
then i loose my flexible reginald. bill
and overkill the will of shrill deville with courses in real
estate
state run banks and corporations
catch the worlds on fire, man, exclude the declaration
and face the pace of life beside the norm of your pursuation
even the leftest lefist out there wants to keep their occupation
being fat lazy overloaded stupid ass americans
because that's what we are, by far
and the right, alright we get it dawg you're telling us the truth
but that doesn't straight forgive the shit you've done to us [THE YOUTH]
you proclaimate yourselves the better half, but i can remember
just a few years ago with the twin towers in cinders
and lil bushy reading stories to the kids at their school
he sat there for 15 minutes, made himself look like a fool
not to mention Cheney and all the shit he did with halliburton
and if you're not understanding let me open up the curtain
see the politics and shit, they're nothing but visualization
of everything that's going on with the corporations
and if you haven't noticed yet, US, we're bigger than all
but if we don't watch our step we're gonna trip up and fall
and there are some who wish the curtain close
the end of the game
because they don't appreciate the land, the freedom, the brave
and the proud and the great, we're the land of the free
and even though we're not it's better living in fallacy
for at least when they kill us they only do it enmasse
and the probability of them up under your ass
is mostly zero
the longer that you live you're taxed
and so it's logically simple to form a movable caste
so that the one's who wish to survive thrive and move on to better
and all the lazy motherfuckers bottom feed on the cheddar
this is a great land, see it for what it can become
because it won't be long before it's we who's shoulder's it's on.

crushed

on second thought i decided that this is a bunch of garbage.

:D have a nice life eating shit :D!

.

you probably don't like me that way

but i'd like to think that you will some distant time

our long long chats leave me in thought

without them new truths would remain unsought

you're so cute with your short curly hair, like mine

it's so fun, when we draw, when we laugh, sublime

but it's sad for me to think that it's all for nothing

even though we're great friends i long to be much more

but maybe i'm just being selfish and shit

maybe i don't need you to be the only one on my list

maybe this life's telling me that i should be like the wind

and never let another person put their chains around me again

but i don't think that you're that kinda girl

you fill my life with something that it lost somewhere

along the way

and if you were to give me a chance i might show you a thing or two

a thing or two that even you

could not comprehend

something you didn't realize

was possible to achieve

i can't see through your eyes

but i can empathize and understand your place

so i sit here and wait for the day you say

me gusta

understand...

understand that i realize you're beautiful

and i mean that inside and out

but i want you to go out and live your life

though it causes me so much pain to admit that

i know we were meant for each other

but it seems to me our timing's off

we need to go and live and learn

so that we can love better next time

and if the next time never comes

i'll hold you in my heart

you're always going to be within me

no matter the circumstances that follow

because i realize you're beautiful

and i mean that inside and out

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it hurts inside

but it feels fine

because i know you'll never know what i did for you

you'll never see it

and even if you do

it'll be far too late

because we'll be lost by then

or at least i will

where you'll go i'll never know

but at least you got to go there

i gave you your life

in return for mine

we moved too fast but

sometimes...

i think about what it may have been if we had stayed

but i know it would have ended badly anyway...

you'll never know

[what i did for you]

how my love won't leave

[your side]

how stupid you are

[right now]

and it's not your fault

you'll never see

the good i do; i did for you

the things i've done to get you through

the life i gave so you could dance

the bit of me i left to chance

i came at the time when you needed me most

i crafted you, made you better, stronger

you forgot these things, didn't you?

how you were before we were...

ignorance is bliss, isn't it?

tell me about it; i wish that i knew

my whole life has been an open book

this chapter happened to be about you

about a love that burned so hot

with passion overflowing

and how it slowly sizzled out

reality joined the showing

but now at chapter's end

you echo on through all the pages

perhaps we will meet again

in some distant far off spaces...

but for now, you're stupid.

live life

have fun

experience what you will

go on

go on!

and never tell me anything

it's something i can't deal with

my love for you is infinitely eternal

but falsity masked never perseveres

experience

the goddess rests silent within

as a muse, a pulse, a pathway toward

enlightened life

experimental living

and holding true to who i am

and knowing who that guy is

looking back at me

when i stare into clear glass

those eyes that pierce into my soul

how many others have they seen?

how many lives have they touched?

how much anger, happiness, have they been able to bring?

and what is the goal?

light?

dark?

something in between?

express love

or simple being?

a flash of something...

nothing...

something...

a simple blip in a sea of delusion

but in digression

i say to thee

that one spark leads indefinitely

to many

pierce the veils of time and space

for together we defeat this night

and bring the world back again

into the everlasting light

of eternal experience

artemis;

goddess;

callisto calls

show me

again

who i am.

i remember how i always know the words.

perhaps within me

all that i must know

is

and all i am

once again

proves to be

much

more

than what i could have foreseen

with my sullenly common eyes

partially impartial

partially impartial
and yet i feel there's more to this
that deep between the lines we speak
an understanding does exist

that hers and his, are one, one
that nothing separates the two
that every time a word is spake
we lean much farther from the truth

do you love me?
is it love?
is it something more than that?
or is there something out there
deeper than a hug, a rub, a kiss
that neither of us understands?
i believe we do
but our red hearts must leave a space
so true light can come shining through

what are we
indeed we are
nothing more than
shining stars
f
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bounces and sends
light into the darkened world

freaky friday
explain to you
how i meant to be there
but i couldn't
words cannot get through
and so i speak my mind
with my mind
inside my simple thoughts